So after a walk around the walls.. I got to think about what a good friend of mine told me, when she said i had troubles expressing my problems. she said " SANA SUMABOG KA" and I did.
The thing is that i have gotten so used to being positive that I think i cannot any more process the negative. It retains in my system like a time bomb ready to explode any moment. Thats what exactly happened, All the pressures, problems and emotional baggages had came tumbling down. I gotten so sensitive towards my friends and how the way they talk. HECK !! i didn't even got the joke ...
Sometimes we tell ourselves its ok to be stupid cause were only human beings. but Ive come to realize that YES it really is ok but to jeopardize your friends and most especially your self's well being is not really the brightest thing to do.
To my two close friends GEN and SSIAN, My Apologies ....Well it was one of those stupid things im hoping we can laugh about in the future. i do feel guilty about what happened earlier especially the one with SSIAN.
lets just say at this point no more walk outs..
No biggie :))
ReplyDeleteI walk out a lot :))
And that's my way of controlling my temper...
Temper of punching someone.:))
We love you. :))